You were the one that complained about how everyone changed a lot. You said you would always be the same. You promised we were gonna be best friends forever and little did i know that wasn’t going to last. Yeah know you say “I stopped letting people take advantage of me” however the same people that took advantage of you from day one are the ones that you kept around every one else? You sent them straight to hell. Every one that was there for you when he dated your cousin, when he used you just to get back at you, when he made you feel like shit. All those people that stuck with you through hell, Where are they know? GONE. Why because you drove them away.
I wasn’t going to wait on you forever. I wasn’t going to wait till you realized he wasn’t good for you. Everyone told you and everyone still tells you but you won’t listen. You were my best friend and i cared about you, But that’s in the past.
We must learn from our mistakes so they don’t repeat themselves in our future. I don’t regret meeting you i just regret not seeing your true colors earlier.
I can’t tell you how much I think about you, because i’m scared ..
But from the first time i met you i knew you were special and i still think that, but i can’t find a way to let you know. Every time we are together i feel like a little kid again. The feelings i get every time i am around you are unexplainable. You make my world start spinning , and even tough we might be two slightly different people i feel the connection and i wonder if you feel it to. The way you smile when i say something silly takes my breath away. And i know i don’t fill your standers quite right but i love being with you and i know if you give me a chance, i wouldn’t let you down.
You just have to believe in me . ♥